Who Is In Charge Here

It seems I am always doing things to plan for worse care scenerios. Should I do this? Should I go that way? Even when my heart is telling me one thing, I look at all the obligations I have, the unknown possibilities (INS) instore for my family and I try to position myself so that I can handle all of it, if it were to go .....negatively.

But tonight I was thinking.....who is at the wheel? You know the country song....Jesus Take The Wheel. Well, apparantly I am not a very good back seat driver. I can't live in fear of what tomorrow may bring. I am blessed. I am loved and I don't have to carry this burden alone.

Things may come at me/us. I can't stop that. I can't plan for it. But I can prepare myself emotionally and spiritually. Fear is not going to prepare me.

I pray I am making the right decision.