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It seems all the money we paid to the attorney to handle this process and provide us "peace of mind" must have been spent on something else. I was on the phone to them at 9:00 a.m. At 2:00 p.m. I had heard nothing. After a few comments about the assistant and her inability to handle a fax, I received an apt for 11:00 a.m. tomorrow. I was kind during this conversation but direct. Her negligence won't affect her but this is my life on the line here. I realize it may be just another day at the office. But for me, this could be 24 hours less that I have with my husband.

For now, that is all the news I have. Not what I was hoping for. I did not sleep at all last night and I am praying tonight I can rest a little.

Yet, I must say, I am very grateful for the health and strength of my family. I can't imagine dealing with this and also having an illness to navigate. I am grateful to be surrounded by a loving support system. I am grateful to have knowledge and the intelligence to research and understand what is happening. I am grateful for my citizenship in the United States of America. I am grateful for the knowledge my Father in Heaven loves me. He is aware of my struggles. I love being a mother to three amazing children. They are strong, wise, happy and most of all, they love me. I am grateful for Olaya. I feel her move inside me and am reminded of the love her father and I have. I am reminded of the purpose we have to come to this earth and gain and body and be tested. I am still experiencing waves of fear and discouragement but quickly my blessings are before me and I am able to push forward.

Loves and Our Best,
Tara