- wedding ring (not really the ring but what is symbolizes)
- grandmother's wedding ring (really not much monetary value)
- family photo's (not worth anything-but I can spend hours looking at them)
- hmmmmm
- do I have to pick five
In Sunday school Sister Ward started class by asking us to each list five of our most valued possessions. This was hard for me. I sat there and pondered. Really all I could think about was the wonderful man sitting next to me and our three beautiful children. Possessions??? What do I have that I couldn't live without? Nothing. But take away my family and well....what is the point of living?
In my life I have experienced walking away from "stuff" a few times. Even now I don't have much as far as worldly possessions and I know what I do have could be taken away in a blink of an eye. Our lesson was about the Law of Consecration but it left me wondering what could I give up. What is truly of worth to me? Is it bad that I am not emotionally attached to my stuff? I like my new flat screen TV, but really I am happy without TV all together. I am fond of my lawn mower cause I purchased it all on my own and I love tending to the outdoor chores (although now I am learning to save that work for my man cause he wants to do it). I was really attached to my not built in dishwasher that has been great to have when living in rentals that don't have one. I loved having a new, purchased in cash on my own dishwasher. But now my landlord replaced the kitchen faucet and I can't use it. Giveth and taketh away. I love my suburban but it is starting to have minor things happen and I really want a car that gets better gas mileage and a smaller payment...or no payment at all. We would love to own our own home but aren't sure where we are going to be in 6-12 months from now so I am very happy with renting my duplex even though the carpet is old, cupboards are outdated and the linoleum needs replaced. The rent is extremely low and I love our ward and the kids school. We would like a dog but have to settle for Squirtle the water turtle. Ultimately, the only thing I want is my husband with me everyday and our home filled with the laughter of our children (and I would even take their messes and frequent squabbles).
After being on my own for over five years, having another decision maker in the house is uncomfortable for me. I countdown until my hubby will be home but then by the time he leaves I think I can cook when and what I want and stay in my jammies all day if I want. But the reality is I would love to have him with me everyday. I love having his patient spirit in my home and his testimony as an example to our children. And it really is fun to have cuddle time together. I actually do miss having him wake me when he tries to get closer to me when we sleep even though I say I like to be in my corner and he in his.
So what is my most valued possession? My family. I want to do everything I can to have my family close to me. I hope and pray it never happens but I could walk away from all the worldly possessions if it meant being able to keep what is important to me. (Again, I pray I am never asked to be in that situation.) (No really, just want to be clear.....)
It is true. Benji and I have been struggling students for so long that the things that we prize the most are those that money can't buy: testimony, relationships, health, peace of mind and music.
ReplyDeleteBut don't get me wrong---I also love dental floss and sunglasses. And a good running shoe and comfortable bra. A pair of pants or shorts that fits me well and doesn't make my rear end look like enormous. (They are so hard to come by.)